Jan, the Unrepentant

Jan, the Unrepentant

"For there's never a law of God or man
Runs north of Fifty-three."

Jan rolled over, clawing and kicking. He was fighting hand and
foot now, and he fought grimly, silently. Two of the three men
who hung upon him, shouted directions to each other, and strove to
curb the short, hairy devil who would not curb. The third man
howled. His finger was between Jan's teeth.

"Quit yer tantrums, Jan, an' ease up!" panted Red Bill, getting a
strangle-hold on Jan's neck. "Why on earth can't yeh hang decent
and peaceable?"

But Jan kept his grip on the third man's finger, and squirmed over
the floor of the tent, into the pots and pans.

"Youah no gentleman, suh," reproved Mr. Taylor, his body following
his finger, and endeavoring to accommodate itself to every jerk of
Jan's head. "You hev killed Mistah Gordon, as brave and honorable
a gentleman as ever hit the trail aftah the dogs. Youah a
murderah, suh, and without honah."

"An' yer no comrade," broke in Red Bill. "If you was, you'd hang
'thout rampin' around an' roarin'. Come on, Jan, there's a good
fellow. Don't give us no more trouble. Jes' quit, an' we'll hang
yeh neat and handy, an' be done with it."

"Steady, all!" Lawson, the sailorman, bawled. "Jam his head into
the bean pot and batten down."

"But my fingah, suh," Mr. Taylor protested.

"Leggo with y'r finger, then! Always in the way!"

"But I can't, Mistah Lawson. It's in the critter's gullet, and
nigh chewed off as 't is."

"Stand by for stays!" As Lawson gave the warning, Jan half lifted
himself, and the struggling quartet floundered across the tent
into a muddle of furs and blankets. In its passage it cleared the
body of a man, who lay motionless, bleeding from a bullet-wound in
the neck.

All this was because of the madness which had come upon Jan--the
madness which comes upon a man who has stripped off the raw skin
of earth and grovelled long in primal nakedness, and before whose
eyes rises the fat vales of the homeland, and into whose nostrils
steals the whiff of bay, and grass, and flower, and new-turned
soil. Through five frigid years Jan had sown the seed. Stuart
River, Forty Mile, Circle City, Koyokuk, Kotzebue, had marked his
bleak and strenuous agriculture, and now it was Nome that bore the
harvest,--not the Nome of golden beaches and ruby sands, but the
Nome of '97, before Anvil City was located, or Eldorado District
organized. John Gordon was a Yankee, and should have known
better. But he passed the sharp word at a time when Jan's blood-
shot eyes blazed and his teeth gritted in torment. And because of
this, there was a smell of saltpetre in the tent, and one lay
quietly, while the other fought like a cornered rat, and refused
to hang in the decent and peacable manner suggested by his
comrades.

"If you will allow me, Mistah Lawson, befoah we go further in this
rumpus, I would say it wah a good idea to pry this hyer varmint's
teeth apart. Neither will he bite off, nor will he let go. He
has the wisdom of the sarpint, suh, the wisdom of the sarpint."

"Lemme get the hatchet to him!" vociferated the sailor. "Lemme
get the hatchet!" He shoved the steel edge close to Mr. Taylor's
finger and used the man's teeth as a fulcrum. Jan held on and
breathed through his nose, snorting like a grampus. "Steady, all!
Now she takes it!"

"Thank you, suh; it is a powerful relief." And Mr. Taylor
proceeded to gather into his arms the victim's wildly waving legs.

But Jan upreared in his Berserker rage; bleeding, frothing,
cursing; five frozen years thawing into sudden hell. They swayed
backward and forward, panted, sweated, like some cyclopean, many-
legged monster rising from the lower deeps. The slush-lamp went
over, drowned in its own fat, while the midday twilight scarce
percolated through the dirty canvas of the tent.

"For the love of Gawd, Jan, get yer senses back!" pleaded Red
Bill. "We ain't goin' to hurt yeh, 'r kill yeh, 'r anythin' of
that sort. Jes' want to hang yeh, that's all, an' you a-messin'
round an' rampagin' somethin' terrible. To think of travellin'
trail together an' then bein' treated this-a way. Wouldn't
'bleeved it of yeh, Jan!"

"He's got too much steerage-way. Grab holt his legs, Taylor, and
heave'm over!"

"Yes, suh, Mistah Lawson. Do you press youah weight above, after
I give the word." The Kentuckian groped about him in the murky
darkness. "Now, suh, now is the accepted time!"

There was a great surge, and a quarter of a ton of human flesh
tottered and crashed to its fall against the side-wall. Pegs drew
and guy-ropes parted, and the tent, collapsing, wrapped the battle
in its greasy folds.

"Yer only makin' it harder fer yerself," Red Bill continued, at
the same time driving both his thumbs into a hairy throat, the
possessor of which he had pinned down. "You've made nuisance
enough a' ready, an' it'll take half the day to get things
straightened when we've strung yeh up."

"I'll thank you to leave go, suh," spluttered Mr. Taylor.

Red Bill grunted and loosed his grip, and the twain crawled out
into the open. At the same instant Jan kicked clear of the
sailor, and took to his heels across the snow.

"Hi! you lazy devils! Buck! Bright! Sic'm! Pull 'm down!" sang
out Lawson, lunging through the snow after the fleeing man. Buck
and Bright, followed by the rest of the dogs, outstripped him and
rapidly overhauled the murderer.

There was no reason that these men should do this; no reason for
Jan to run away; no reason for them to attempt to prevent him. On
the one hand stretched the barren snow-land; on the other, the
frozen sea. With neither food nor shelter, he could not run far.
All they had to do was to wait till he wandered back to the tent,
as he inevitably must, when the frost and hunger laid hold of him.
But these men did not stop to think. There was a certain taint of
madness running in the veins of all of them. Besides, blood had
been spilled, and upon them was the blood-lust, thick and hot.
"Vengeance is mine," saith the Lord, and He saith it in temperate
climes where the warm sun steals away the energies of men. But in
the Northland they have discovered that prayer is only efficacious
when backed by muscle, and they are accustomed to doing things for
themselves. God is everywhere, they have heard, but he flings a
shadow over the land for half the year that they may not find him;
so they grope in darkness, and it is not to be wondered that they
often doubt, and deem the Decalogue out of gear.

Jan ran blindly, reckoning not of the way of his feet, for he was
mastered by the verb "to live." To live! To exist! Buck flashed
gray through the air, but missed. The man struck madly at him,
and stumbled. Then the white teeth of Bright closed on his
mackinaw jacket, and he pitched into the snow. TO LIVE! TO
EXIST! He fought wildly as ever, the centre of a tossing heap of
men and dogs. His left hand gripped a wolf-dog by the scruff of
the back, while the arm was passed around the neck of Lawson.
Every struggle of the dog helped to throttle the hapless sailor.
Jan's right hand was buried deep in the curling tendrils of Red
Bill's shaggy head, and beneath all, Mr. Taylor lay pinned and
helpless. It was a deadlock, for the strength of his madness was
prodigious; but suddenly, without apparent reason, Jan loosed his
various grips and rolled over quietly on his back. His
adversaries drew away a little, dubious and disconcerted. Jan
grinned viciously.

"Mine friends," he said, still grinning, "you haf asked me to be
politeful, und now I am politeful. Vot piziness vood you do mit
me?"

"That's right, Jan. Be ca'm," soothed Red Bill. "I knowed you'd
come to yer senses afore long. Jes' be ca'm now, an' we'll do the
trick with neatness and despatch."

"Vot piziness? Vot trick?"

"The hangin'. An' yeh oughter thank yer lucky stars for havin' a
man what knows his business. I've did it afore now, more'n once,
down in the States, an' I can do it to a T."

"Hang who? Me?"

"Yep."

"Ha! ha! Shust hear der man speak foolishness! Gif me a hand,
Bill, und I vill get up und be hung." He crawled stiffly to his
feet and looked about him. "Herr Gott! listen to der man! He
vood hang me! Ho! ho! ho! I tank not! Yes, I tank not!"

"And I tank yes, you swab," Lawson spoke up mockingly, at the same
time cutting a sled-lashing and coiling it up with ominous care.
"Judge Lynch holds court this day."

"Von liddle while." Jan stepped back from the proffered noose.
"I haf somedings to ask und to make der great proposition.
Kentucky, you know about der Shudge Lynch?"

"Yes, suh. It is an institution of free men and of gentlemen, and
it is an ole one and time-honored. Corruption may wear the robe
of magistracy, suh, but Judge Lynch can always be relied upon to
give justice without court fees. I repeat, suh, without court
fees. Law may be bought and sold, but in this enlightened land
justice is free as the air we breathe, strong as the licker we
drink, prompt as--"

"Cut it short! Find out what the beggar wants," interrupted
Lawson, spoiling the peroration.

"Vell, Kentucky, tell me dis: von man kill von odder man, Shudge
Lynch hang dot man?"

"If the evidence is strong enough--yes, suh."

"An' the evidence in this here case is strong enough to hang a
dozen men, Jan," broke in Red Bill.

"Nefer you mind, Bill. I talk mit you next. Now von anodder ding
I ask Kentucky. If Shudge Lynch hang not der man, vot den?"

"If Judge Lynch does not hang the man, then the man goes free, and
his hands are washed clean of blood. And further, suh, our great
and glorious constitution has said, to wit: that no man may twice
be placed in jeopardy of his life for one and the same crime, or
words to that effect."

"Unt dey can't shoot him, or hit him mit a club over der head
alongside, or do nodings more mit him?"

"No, suh."

"Goot! You hear vot Kentucky speaks, all you noddleheads? Now I
talk mit Bill. You know der piziness, Bill, und you hang me up
brown, eh? Vot you say?"

"'Betcher life, an', Jan, if yeh don't give no more trouble ye'll
be almighty proud of the job. I'm a connesoor."

"You haf der great head, Bill, und know somedings or two. Und you
know two und one makes tree--ain't it?"

Bill nodded.

"Und when you haf two dings, you haf not tree dings--ain't it?
Now you follow mit me close und I show you. It takes tree dings
to hang. First ding, you haf to haf der man. Goot! I am der
man. Second ding, you haf to haf der rope. Lawson haf der rope.
Goot! Und tird ding, you haf to haf someding to tie der rope to.
Sling your eyes over der landscape und find der tird ding to tie
der rope to? Eh? Vot you say?"

Mechanically they swept the ice and snow with their eyes. It was
a homogeneous scene, devoid of contrasts or bold contours, dreary,
desolate, and monotonous,--the ice-packed sea, the slow slope of
the beach, the background of low-lying hills, and over all thrown
the endless mantle of snow. "No trees, no bluffs, no cabins, no
telegraph poles, nothin'," moaned Red Bill; "nothin' respectable
enough nor big enough to swing the toes of a five-foot man clear
o' the ground. I give it up." He looked yearningly at that
portion of Jan's anatomy which joins the head and shoulders.
"Give it up," he repeated sadly to Lawson. "Throw the rope down.
Gawd never intended this here country for livin' purposes, an'
that's a cold frozen fact."

Jan grinned triumphantly. "I tank I go mit der tent und haf a
smoke."

"Ostensiblee y'r correct, Bill, me son," spoke up Lawson; "but y'r
a dummy, and you can lay to that for another cold frozen fact.
Takes a sea farmer to learn you landsmen things. Ever hear of a
pair of shears? Then clap y'r eyes to this."

The sailor worked rapidly. From the pile of dunnage where they
had pulled up the boat the preceding fall, he unearthed a pair of
long oars. These he lashed together, at nearly right angles,
close to the ends of the blades. Where the handles rested he
kicked holes through the snow to the sand. At the point of
intersection he attached two guy-ropes, making the end of one fast
to a cake of beach-ice. The other guy he passed over to Red Bill.
"Here, me son, lay holt o' that and run it out."

And to his horror, Jan saw his gallows rise in the air. "No! no!"
he cried, recoiling and putting up his fists. "It is not goot! I
vill not hang! Come, you noddleheads! I vill lick you, all
together, von after der odder! I vill blay hell! I vill do
eferydings! Und I vill die pefore I hang!"

The sailor permitted the two other men to clinch with the mad
creature. They rolled and tossed about furiously, tearing up snow
and tundra, their fierce struggle writing a tragedy of human
passion on the white sheet spread by nature. And ever and anon a
hand or foot of Jan emerged from the tangle, to be gripped by
Lawson and lashed fast with rope-yarns. Pawing, clawing,
blaspheming, he was conquered and bound, inch by inch, and drawn
to where the inexorable shears lay like a pair of gigantic
dividers on the snow. Red Bill adjusted the noose, placing the
hangman's knot properly under the left ear. Mr. Taylor and Lawson
tailed onto the running-guy, ready at the word to elevate the
gallows. Bill lingered, contemplating his work with artistic
appreciation.

"Herr Gott! Vood you look at it!"

The horror in Jan's voice caused the rest to desist. The fallen
tent had uprisen, and in the gathering twilight it flapped ghostly
arms about and titubated toward them drunkenly. But the next
instant John Gordon found the opening and crawled forth.

"What the flaming--!" For the moment his voice died away in his
throat as his eyes took in the tableau. "Hold on! I'm not dead!"
he cried out, coming up to the group with stormy countenance.

"Allow me, Mistah Gordon, to congratulate you upon youah escape,"
Mr. Taylor ventured. "A close shave, suh, a powahful close
shave."

" Congratulate hell! I might have been dead and rotten and no
thanks to you, you--!" And thereat John Gordon delivered himself
of a vigorous flood of English, terse, intensive, denunciative,
and composed solely of expletives and adjectives.

"Simply creased me," he went on when he had eased himself
sufficiently. "Ever crease cattle, Taylor?"

"Yes, suh, many a time down in God's country."

"Just so. That's what happened to me. Bullet just grazed the
base of my skull at the top of the neck. Stunned me but no harm
done." He turned to the bound man. "Get up, Jan. I'm going to
lick you to a standstill or you're going to apologize. The rest
of you lads stand clear."

"I tank not. Shust tie me loose und you see," replied Jan, the
Unrepentant, the devil within him still unconquered. "Und after
as I lick you, I take der rest of der noddleheads, von after der
odder, altogedder!"

GRIT OF WOMEN

A wolfish head, wistful-eyed and frost-rimed, thrust aside the
tent-flaps.

"Hi! Chook! Siwash! Chook, you limb of Satan!" chorused the
protesting inmates. Bettles rapped the dog sharply with a tin
plate, and it withdrew hastily. Louis Savoy refastened the flaps,
kicked a frying-pan over against the bottom, and warmed his hands.
It was very cold without. Forty-eight hours gone, the spirit
thermometer had burst at sixty-eight below, and since that time it
had grown steadily and bitterly colder. There was no telling when
the snap would end. And it is poor policy, unless the gods will
it, to venture far from a stove at such times, or to increase the
quantity of cold atmosphere one must breathe. Men sometimes do
it, and sometimes they chill their lungs. This leads up to a dry,
hacking cough, noticeably irritable when bacon is being fried.
After that, somewhere along in the spring or summer, a hole is
burned in the frozen muck. Into this a man's carcass is dumped,
covered over with moss, and left with the assurance that it will
rise on the crack of Doom, wholly and frigidly intact. For those
of little faith, sceptical of material integration on that fateful
day, no fitter country than the Klondike can be recommended to die
in. But it is not to be inferred from this that it is a fit
country for living purposes.

It was very cold without, but it was not over-warm within. The
only article which might be designated furniture was the stove,
and for this the men were frank in displaying their preference.
Upon half of the floor pine boughs had been cast; above this were
spread the sleeping-furs, beneath lay the winter's snowfall. The
remainder of the floor was moccasin-packed snow, littered with
pots and pans and the general impedimenta of an Arctic camp. The
stove was red and roaring hot, but only a bare three feet away lay
a block of ice, as sharp-edged and dry as when first quarried from
the creek bottom. The pressure of the outside cold forced the
inner heat upward. Just above the stove, where the pipe
penetrated the roof, was a tiny circle of dry canvas; next, with
the pipe always as centre, a circle of steaming canvas; next a
damp and moisture-exuding ring; and finally, the rest of the tent,
sidewalls and top, coated with a half-inch of dry, white, crystal-
encrusted frost.

"Oh! OH! OH!" A young fellow, lying asleep in the furs, bearded
and wan and weary, raised a moan of pain, and without waking
increased the pitch and intensity of his anguish. His body half-
lifted from the blankets, and quivered and shrank spasmodically,
as though drawing away from a bed of nettles.

"Roll'm over!" ordered Bettles. "He's crampin'."

And thereat, with pitiless good-will, he was pitched upon and
rolled and thumped and pounded by half-a-dozen willing comrades.

"Damn the trail," he muttered softly, as he threw off the robes
and sat up. "I've run across country, played quarter three
seasons hand-running, and hardened myself in all manner of ways;
and then I pilgrim it into this God-forsaken land and find myself
an effeminate Athenian without the simplest rudiments of manhood!"
He hunched up to the fire and rolled a cigarette. "Oh, I'm not
whining. I can take my medicine all right, all right; but I'm
just decently ashamed of myself, that's all. Here I am, on top of
a dirty thirty miles, as knocked up and stiff and sore as a pink-
tea degenerate after a five-mile walk on a country turn-pike.
Bah! It makes me sick! Got a match?" "Don't git the tantrums,
youngster." Bettles passed over the required fire-stick and waxed
patriarchal. "Ye've gotter 'low some for the breakin'-in.
Sufferin' cracky! don't I recollect the first time I hit the
trail! Stiff? I've seen the time it'd take me ten minutes to git
my mouth from the waterhole an' come to my feet--every jint
crackin' an' kickin' fit to kill. Cramp? In sech knots it'd take
the camp half a day to untangle me. You're all right, for a cub,
any ye've the true sperrit. Come this day year, you'll walk all
us old bucks into the ground any time. An' best in your favor,
you hain't got that streak of fat in your make-up which has sent
many a husky man to the bosom of Abraham afore his right and
proper time."

"Streak of fat?"

"Yep. Comes along of bulk. 'T ain't the big men as is the best
when it comes to the trail."

"Never heard of it."

"Never heered of it, eh? Well, it's a dead straight, open-an'-
shut fact, an' no gittin' round. Bulk's all well enough for a
mighty big effort, but 'thout stayin' powers it ain't worth a
continental whoop; an' stayin' powers an' bulk ain't runnin'
mates. Takes the small, wiry fellows when it comes to gittin'
right down an' hangin' on like a lean-jowled dog to a bone. Why,
hell's fire, the big men they ain't in it!"

"By gar!" broke in Louis Savoy, "dat is no, vot you call, josh! I
know one mans, so vaire beeg like ze buffalo. Wit him, on ze
Sulphur Creek stampede, go one small mans, Lon McFane. You know
dat Lon McFane, dat leetle Irisher wit ze red hair and ze grin.
An' dey walk an' walk an' walk, all ze day long an' ze night long.
And beeg mans, him become vaire tired, an' lay down mooch in ze
snow. And leetle mans keek beeg mans, an' him cry like, vot you
call--ah! vot you call ze kid. And leetle mans keek an' keek an'
keek, an' bime by, long time, long way, keek beeg mans into my
cabin. Tree days 'fore him crawl out my blankets. Nevaire I see
beeg squaw like him. No nevaire. Him haf vot you call ze streak
of fat. You bet."

"But there was Axel Gunderson," Prince spoke up. The great
Scandinavian, with the tragic events which shadowed his passing,
had made a deep mark on the mining engineer. "He lies up there,
somewhere." He swept his hand in the vague direction of the
mysterious east.

"Biggest man that ever turned his heels to Salt Water, or run a
moose down with sheer grit," supplemented Bettles; "but he's the
prove-the-rule exception. Look at his woman, Unga,--tip the
scales at a hundred an' ten, clean meat an' nary ounce to spare.
She'd bank grit 'gainst his for all there was in him, an' see him,
an' go him better if it was possible. Nothing over the earth, or
in it, or under it, she wouldn't 'a' done."

"But she loved him," objected the engineer.

"'T ain't that. It--"

"Look you, brothers," broke in Sitka Charley from his seat on the
grub-box. "Ye have spoken of the streak of fat that runs in big
men's muscles, of the grit of women and the love, and ye have
spoken fair; but I have in mind things which happened when the
land was young and the fires of men apart as the stars. It was
then I had concern with a big man, and a streak of fat, and a
woman. And the woman was small; but her heart was greater than
the beef-heart of the man, and she had grit. And we traveled a
weary trail, even to the Salt Water, and the cold was bitter, the
snow deep, the hunger great. And the woman's love was a mighty
love--no more can man say than this."

He paused, and with the hatchet broke pieces of ice from the large
chunk beside him. These he threw into the gold pan on the stove,
where the drinking-water thawed. The men drew up closer, and he
of the cramps sought greater comfort vainly for his stiffened
body.

"Brothers, my blood is red with Siwash, but my heart is white. To
the faults of my fathers I owe the one, to the virtues of my
friends the other. A great truth came to me when I was yet a boy.
I learned that to your kind and you was given the earth; that the
Siwash could not withstand you, and like the caribou and the bear,
must perish in the cold. So I came into the warm and sat among
you, by your fires, and behold, I became one of you, I have seen
much in my time. I have known strange things, and bucked big, on
big trails, with men of many breeds. And because of these things,
I measure deeds after your manner, and judge men, and think
thoughts. Wherefore, when I speak harshly of one of your own
kind, I know you will not take it amiss; and when I speak high of
one of my father's people, you will not take it upon you to say,
'Sitka Charley is Siwash, and there is a crooked light in his eyes
and small honor to his tongue.' Is it not so?"

Deep down in throat, the circle vouchsafed its assent.

"The woman was Passuk. I got her in fair trade from her people,
who were of the Coast and whose Chilcat totem stood at the head of
a salt arm of the sea. My heart did not go out to the woman, nor
did I take stock of her looks. For she scarce took her eyes from
the ground, and she was timid and afraid, as girls will be when
cast into a stranger's arms whom they have never seen before. As
I say, there was no place in my heart for her to creep, for I had
a great journey in mind, and stood in need of one to feed my dogs
and to lift a paddle with me through the long river days. One
blanket would cover the twain; so I chose Passuk.

"Have I not said I was a servant to the Government? If not, it is
well that ye know. So I was taken on a warship, sleds and dogs
and evaporated foods, and with me came Passuk. And we went north,
to the winter ice-rim of Bering Sea, where we were landed,--
myself, and Passuk, and the dogs. I was also given moneys of the
Government, for I was its servant, and charts of lands which the
eyes of man had never dwelt upon, and messages. These messages
were sealed, and protected shrewdly from the weather, and I was to
deliver them to the whale-ships of the Arctic, ice-bound by the
great Mackenzie. Never was there so great a river, forgetting
only our own Yukon, the Mother of all Rivers.

"All of which is neither here nor there, for my story deals not
with the whale-ships, nor the berg-bound winter I spent by the
Mackenzie. Afterward, in the spring, when the days lengthened and
there was a crust to the snow, we came south, Passuk and I, to the
Country of the Yukon. A weary journey, but the sun pointed out
the way of our feet. It was a naked land then, as I have said,
and we worked up the current, with pole and paddle, till we came
to Forty Mile. Good it was to see white faces once again, so we
put into the bank. And that winter was a hard winter. The
darkness and the cold drew down upon us, and with them the famine.
To each man the agent of the Company gave forty pounds of flour
and twenty of bacon. There were no beans. And, the dogs howled
always, and there were flat bellies and deep-lined faces, and
strong men became weak, and weak men died. There was also much
scurvy.

"Then came we together in the store one night, and the empty
shelves made us feel our own emptiness the more. We talked low,
by the light of the fire, for the candles had been set aside for
those who might yet gasp in the spring. Discussion was held, and
it was said that a man must go forth to the Salt Water and tell to
the world our misery. At this all eyes turned to me, for it was
understood that I was a great traveler. 'It is seven hundred
miles,' said I, 'to Haines Mission by the sea, and every inch of
it snowshoe work. Give me the pick of your dogs and the best of
your grub, and I will go. And with me shall go Passuk.'

"To this they were agreed. But there arose one, Long Jeff, a
Yankee-man, big-boned and big-muscled. Also his talk was big.
He, too, was a mighty traveler, he said, born to the snowshoe and
bred up on buffalo milk. He would go with me, in case I fell by
the trail, that he might carry the word on to the Mission. I was
young, and I knew not Yankee-men. How was I to know that big talk
betokened the streak of fat, or that Yankee-men who did great
things kept their teeth together? So we took the pick of the dogs
and the best of the grub, and struck the trail, we three,--Passuk,
Long Jeff, and I.

"Well, ye have broken virgin snow, labored at the gee-pole, and
are not unused to the packed river-jams; so I will talk little of
the toil, save that on some days we made ten miles, and on others
thirty, but more often ten. And the best of the grub was not
good, while we went on stint from the start. Likewise the pick of
the dogs was poor, and we were hard put to keep them on their
legs. At the White River our three sleds became two sleds, and we
had only come two hundred miles. But we lost nothing; the dogs
that left the traces went into the bellies of those that remained.

"Not a greeting, not a curl of smoke, till we made Pelly. Here I
had counted on grub; and here I had counted on leaving Long Jeff,
who was whining and trail-sore. But the factor's lungs were
wheezing, his eyes bright, his cache nigh empty; and he showed us
the empty cache of the missionary, also his grave with the rocks
piled high to keep off the dogs. There was a bunch of Indians
there, but babies and old men there were none, and it was clear
that few would see the spring.

"So we pulled on, light-stomached and heavy-hearted, with half a
thousand miles of snow and silence between us and Haines Mission
by the sea. The darkness was at its worst, and at midday the sun
could not clear the sky-line to the south. But the ice-jams were
smaller, the going better; so I pushed the dogs hard and traveled
late and early. As I said at Forty Mile, every inch of it was
snow-shoe work. And the shoes made great sores on our feet, which
cracked and scabbed but would not heal. And every day these sores
grew more grievous, till in the morning, when we girded on the
shoes, Long Jeff cried like a child. I put him at the fore of the
light sled to break trail, but he slipped off the shoes for
comfort. Because of this the trail was not packed, his moccasins
made great holes, and into these holes the dogs wallowed. The
bones of the dogs were ready to break through their hides, and
this was not good for them. So I spoke hard words to the man, and
he promised, and broke his word. Then I beat him with the dog-
whip, and after that the dogs wallowed no more. He was a child,
what of the pain and the streak of fat.

"But Passuk. While the man lay by the fire and wept, she cooked,
and in the morning helped lash the sleds, and in the evening to
unlash them. And she saved the dogs. Ever was she to the fore,
lifting the webbed shoes and making the way easy. Passuk--how
shall I say?--I took it for granted that she should do these
things, and thought no more about it. For my mind was busy with
other matters, and besides, I was young in years and knew little
of woman. It was only on looking back that I came to understand.

"And the man became worthless. The dogs had little strength in
them, but he stole rides on the sled when he lagged behind.
Passuk said she would take the one sled, so the man had nothing to
do. In the morning I gave him his fair share of grub and started
him on the trail alone. Then the woman and I broke camp, packed
the sleds, and harnessed the dogs. By midday, when the sun mocked
us, we would overtake the man, with the tears frozen on his
cheeks, and pass him. In the night we made camp, set aside his
fair share of grub, and spread his furs. Also we made a big fire,
that he might see. And hours afterward he would come limping in,
and eat his grub with moans and groans, and sleep. He was not
sick, this man. He was only trail-sore and tired, and weak with
hunger. But Passuk and I were trail-sore and tired, and weak with
hunger; and we did all the work and he did none. But he had the
streak of fat of which our brother Bettles has spoken. Further,
we gave the man always his fair share of grub.

"Then one day we met two ghosts journeying through the Silence.
They were a man and a boy, and they were white. The ice had
opened on Lake Le Barge, and through it had gone their main
outfit. One blanket each carried about his shoulders. At night
they built a fire and crouched over it till morning. They had a
little flour. This they stirred in warm water and drank. The man
showed me eight cups of flour--all they had, and Pelly, stricken
with famine, two hundred miles away. They said, also, that there
was an Indian behind; that they had whacked fair, but that he
could not keep up. I did not believe they had whacked fair, else
would the Indian have kept up. But I could give them no grub.
They strove to steal a dog--the fattest, which was very thin--but
I shoved my pistol in their faces and told them begone. And they
went away, like drunken men, through the Silence toward Pelly.

"I had three dogs now, and one sled, and the dogs were only bones
and hair. When there is little wood, the fire burns low and the
cabin grows cold. So with us. With little grub the frost bites
sharp, and our faces were black and frozen till our own mothers
would not have known us. And our feet were very sore. In the
morning, when I hit the trail, I sweated to keep down the cry when
the pain of the snowshoes smote me. Passuk never opened her lips,
but stepped to the fore to break the way. The man howled.

"The Thirty Mile was swift, and the current ate away the ice from
beneath, and there were many air-holes and cracks, and much open
water. One day we came upon the man, resting, for he had gone
ahead, as was his wont, in the morning. But between us was open
water. This he had passed around by taking to the rim-ice where
it was too narrow for a sled. So we found an ice-bridge. Passuk
weighed little, and went first, with a long pole crosswise in her
hands in chance she broke through. But she was light, and her
shoes large, and she passed over. Then she called the dogs. But
they had neither poles nor shoes, and they broke through and were
swept under by the water. I held tight to the sled from behind,
till the traces broke and the dogs went on down under the ice.
There was little meat to them, but I had counted on them for a
week's grub, and they were gone.

"The next morning I divided all the grub, which was little, into
three portions. And I told Long Jeff that he could keep up with
us, or not, as he saw fit; for we were going to travel light and
fast. But he raised his voice and cried over his sore feet and
his troubles, and said harsh things against comradeship. Passuk's
feet were sore, and my feet were sore--ay, sorer than his, for we
had worked with the dogs; also, we looked to see. Long Jeff swore
he would die before he hit the trail again; so Passuk took a fur
robe, and I a cooking pot and an axe, and we made ready to go.
But she looked on the man's portion, and said, 'It is wrong to
waste good food on a baby. He is better dead.' I shook my head
and said no--that a comrade once was a comrade always. Then she
spoke of the men of Forty Mile; that they were many men and good;
and that they looked to me for grub in the spring. But when I
still said no, she snatched the pistol from my belt, quick, and as
our brother Bettles has spoken, Long Jeff went to the bosom of
Abraham before his time. I chided Passuk for this; but she showed
no sorrow, nor was she sorrowful. And in my heart I knew she was
right."

Sitka Charley paused and threw pieces of ice into the gold pan on
the stove. The men were silent, and their backs chilled to the
sobbing cries of the dogs as they gave tongue to their misery in
the outer cold.

"And day by day we passed in the snow the sleeping-places of the
two ghosts--Passuk and I--and we knew we would be glad for such
ere we made Salt Water. Then we came to the Indian, like another
ghost, with his face set toward Pelly. They had not whacked up
fair, the man and the boy, he said, and he had had no flour for
three days. Each night he boiled pieces of his moccasins in a
cup, and ate them. He did not have much moccasins left. And he
was a Coast Indian, and told us these things through Passuk, who
talked his tongue. He was a stranger in the Yukon, and he knew
not the way, but his face was set to Pelly. How far was it? Two
sleeps? ten? a hundred--he did not know, but he was going to
Pelly. It was too far to turn back; he could only keep on.

"He did not ask for grub, for he could see we, too, were hard put.
Passuk looked at the man, and at me, as though she were of two
minds, like a mother partridge whose young are in trouble. So I
turned to her and said, 'This man has been dealt unfair. Shall I
give him of our grub a portion?' I saw her eyes light, as with
quick pleasure; but she looked long at the man and at me, and her
mouth drew close and hard, and she said, 'No. The Salt Water is
afar off, and Death lies in wait. Better it is that he take this
stranger man and let my man Charley pass.' So the man went away
in the Silence toward Pelly. That night she wept. Never had I
seen her weep before. Nor was it the smoke of the fire, for the
wood was dry wood. So I marveled at her sorrow, and thought her
woman's heart had grown soft at the darkness of the trail and the
pain.

"Life is a strange thing. Much have I thought on it, and pondered
long, yet daily the strangeness of it grows not less, but more.
Why this longing for Life? It is a game which no man wins. To
live is to toil hard, and to suffer sore, till Old Age creeps
heavily upon us and we throw down our hands on the cold ashes of
dead fires. It is hard to live. In pain the babe sucks his first
breath, in pain the old man gasps his last, and all his days are
full of trouble and sorrow; yet he goes down to the open arms of
Death, stumbling, falling, with head turned backward, fighting to
the last. And Death is kind. It is only Life, and the things of
Life that hurt. Yet we love Life, and we hate Death. It is very
strange.

"We spoke little, Passuk and I, in the days which came. In the
night we lay in the snow like dead people, and in the morning we
went on our way, walking like dead people. And all things were
dead. There were no ptarmigan, no squirrels, no snowshoe
rabbits,--nothing. The river made no sound beneath its white
robes. The sap was frozen in the forest. And it became cold, as
now; and in the night the stars drew near and large, and leaped
and danced; and in the day the sun-dogs mocked us till we saw many
suns, and all the air flashed and sparkled, and the snow was
diamond dust. And there was no heat, no sound, only the bitter
cold and the Silence. As I say, we walked like dead people, as in
a dream, and we kept no count of time. Only our faces were set to
Salt Water, our souls strained for Salt Water, and our feet
carried us toward Salt Water. We camped by the Tahkeena, and knew
it not. Our eyes looked upon the White Horse, but we saw it not.
Our feet trod the portage of the Canyon, but they felt it not. We
felt nothing. And we fell often by the way, but we fell, always,
with our faces toward Salt Water.

"Our last grub went, and we had shared fair, Passuk and I, but she
fell more often, and at Caribou Crossing her strength left her.
And in the morning we lay beneath the one robe and did not take
the trail. It was in my mind to stay there and meet Death hand-
in-hand with Passuk; for I had grown old, and had learned the love
of woman. Also, it was eighty miles to Haines Mission, and the
great Chilcoot, far above the timber-line, reared his storm-swept
head between. But Passuk spoke to me, low, with my ear against
her lips that I might hear. And now, because she need not fear my
anger, she spoke her heart, and told me of her love, and of many
things which I did not understand.

"And she said: 'You are my man, Charley, and I have been a good
woman to you. And in all the days I have made your fire, and
cooked your food, and fed your dogs, and lifted paddle or broken
trail, I have not complained. Nor did I say that there was more
warmth in the lodge of my father, or that there was more grub on
the Chilcat. When you have spoken, I have listened. When you
have ordered, I have obeyed. Is it not so, Charley?'

"And I said: 'Ay, it is so.'

"And she said: 'When first you came to the Chilcat, nor looked
upon me, but bought me as a man buys a dog, and took me away, my
heart was hard against you and filled with bitterness and fear.
But that was long ago. For you were kind to me, Charley, as a
good man is kind to his dog. Your heart was cold, and there was
no room for me; yet you dealt me fair and your ways were just.
And I was with you when you did bold deeds and led great ventures,
and I measured you against the men of other breeds, and I saw you
stood among them full of honor, and your word was wise, your
tongue true. And I grew proud of you, till it came that you
filled all my heart, and all my thought was of you. You were as
the midsummer sun, when its golden trail runs in a circle and
never leaves the sky. And whatever way I cast my eyes I beheld
the sun. But your heart was ever cold, Charley, and there was no
room.'

"And I said: 'It is so. It was cold, and there was no room. But
that is past. Now my heart is like the snowfall in the spring,
when the sun has come back. There is a great thaw and a bending,
a sound of running waters, and a budding and sprouting of green
things. And there is drumming of partridges, and songs of robins,
and great music, for the winter is broken, Passuk, and I have
learned the love of woman.'

"She smiled and moved for me to draw her closer. And she said, 'I
am glad.' After that she lay quiet for a long time, breathing
softly, her head upon my breast. Then she whispered: 'The trail
ends here, and I am tired. But first I would speak of other
things. In the long ago, when I was a girl on the Chilcat, I
played alone among the skin bales of my father's lodge; for the
men were away on the hunt, and the women and boys were dragging in
the meat. It was in the spring, and I was alone. A great brown
bear, just awake from his winter's sleep, hungry, his fur hanging
to the bones in flaps of leanness, shoved his head within the
lodge and said, "Oof!" My brother came running back with the
first sled of meat. And he fought the bear with burning sticks
from the fire, and the dogs in their harnesses, with the sled
behind them, fell upon the bear. There was a great battle and
much noise. They rolled in the fire, the skin bales were
scattered, the lodge overthrown. But in the end the bear lay
dead, with the fingers of my brother in his mouth and the marks of
his claws upon my brother's face. Did you mark the Indian by the
Pelly trail, his mitten which had no thumb, his hand which he
warmed by our fire? He was my brother. And I said he should have
no grub. And he went away in the Silence without grub.'

"This, my brothers, was the love of Passuk, who died in the snow,
by the Caribou Crossing. It was a mighty love, for she denied her
brother for the man who led her away on weary trails to a bitter
end. And, further, such was this woman's love, she denied
herself. Ere her eyes closed for the last time she took my hand
and slipped it under her squirrel-skin parka to her waist. I felt
there a well-filled pouch, and learned the secret of her lost
strength. Day by day we had shared fair, to the last least bit;
and day by day but half her share had she eaten. The other half
had gone into the well-filled pouch.

"And she said: 'This is the end of the trail for Passuk; but your
trail, Charley, leads on and on, over the great Chilcoot, down to
Haines Mission and the sea. And it leads on and on, by the light
of many suns, over unknown lands and strange waters, and it is
full of years and honors and great glories. It leads you to the
lodges of many women, and good women, but it will never lead you
to a greater love than the love of Passuk.'

"And I knew the woman spoke true. But a madness came upon me, and
I threw the well-filled pouch from me, and swore that my trail had
reached an end, till her tired eyes grew soft with tears, and she
said: 'Among men has Sitka Charley walked in honor, and ever has
his word been true. Does he forget that honor now, and talk vain
words by the Caribou Crossing? Does he remember no more the men
of Forty Mile, who gave him of their grub the best, of their dogs
the pick? Ever has Passuk been proud of her man. Let him lift
himself up, gird on his snow-shoes, and begone, that she may still
keep her pride.'

"And when she grew cold in my arms I arose, and sought out the
well-filled pouch, and girt on my snowshoes, and staggered along
the trail; for there was a weakness in my knees, and my head was
dizzy, and in my ears there was a roaring, and a flashing of fire
upon my eyes. The forgotten trails of boyhood came back to me. I
sat by the full pots of the potlach feast, and raised my voice in
song, and danced to the chanting of the men and maidens and the
booming of the walrus drums. And Passuk held my hand and walked
by my side. When I laid down to sleep, she waked me. When I
stumbled and fell, she raised me. When I wandered in the deep
snow, she led me back to the trail. And in this wise, like a man
bereft of reason, who sees strange visions and whose thoughts are
light with wine, I came to Haines Mission by the sea."

Sitka Charley threw back the tent-flaps. It was midday. To the
south, just clearing the bleak Henderson Divide, poised the cold-
disked sun. On either hand the sun-dogs blazed. The air was a
gossamer of glittering frost. In the foreground, beside the
trail, a wolf-dog, bristling with frost, thrust a long snout
heavenward and mourned.

-THE END-
Jack London's short story: Jan, the Unrepentant

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