VOLUME I - BOOK SIXTH - CHAPTER I

It was quite by half-past five--after the two men had been together

in Madame de Vionnet's drawing-room not more than a dozen minutes--

that Chad, with a look at his watch and then another at their

hostess, said genially, gaily: "I've an engagement, and I know you

won't complain if I leave him with you. He'll interest you

immensely; and as for her," he declared to Strether, "I assure you,

if you're at all nervous, she's perfectly safe."

He had left them to be embarrassed or not by this guarantee, as

they could best manage, and embarrassment was a thing that Strether

wasn't at first sure Madame de Vionnet escaped. He escaped it

himself, to his surprise; but he had grown used by this time to

thinking of himself as brazen. She occupied, his hostess, in the

Rue de Bellechasse, the first floor of an old house to which our

visitors had had access from an old clean court. The court was

large and open, full of revelations, for our friend, of the habit

of privacy, the peace of intervals, the dignity of distances and

approaches; the house, to his restless sense, was in the high

homely style of an elder day, and the ancient Paris that he was

always looking for--sometimes intensely felt, sometimes more

acutely missed--was in the immemorial polish of the wide waxed

staircase and in the fine boiseries, the medallions, mouldings,

mirrors, great clear spaces, of the greyish-white salon into which

he had been shown. He seemed at the very outset to see her in the

midst of possessions not vulgarly numerous, but hereditary

cherished charming. While his eyes turned after a little from those

of his hostess and Chad freely talked--not in the least about HIM,

but about other people, people he didn't know, and quite as if he

did know them--he found himself making out, as a background of the

occupant, some glory, some prosperity of the First Empire, some

Napoleonic glamour, some dim lustre of the great legend; elements

clinging still to all the consular chairs and mythological brasses

and sphinxes' heads and faded surfaces of satin striped with

alternate silk.

The place itself went further back--that he guessed, and how old

Paris continued in a manner to echo there; but the post-revolutionary

period, the world he vaguely thought of as the world of Chateaubriand,

of Madame de Stael, even of the young Lamartine, had left its stamp of

harps and urns and torches, a stamp impressed on sundry small objects,

ornaments and relics. He had never before, to his knowledge, had

present to him relics, of any special dignity, of a private order--

little old miniatures, medallions, pictures, books; books in leather

bindings, pinkish and greenish, with gilt garlands on the back, ranged,

together with other promiscuous properties, under the glass of

brass-mounted cabinets. His attention took them all tenderly into account.

They were among the matters that marked Madame de Vionnet's

apartment as something quite different from Miss Gostrey's little museum

of bargains and from Chad's lovely home; he recognised it as founded

much more on old accumulations that had possibly from time to time

shrunken than on any contemporary method of acquisition or form of

curiosity. Chad and Miss Gostrey had rummaged and purchased and picked

up and exchanged, sifting, selecting, comparing; whereas the mistress of

the scene before him, beautifully passive under the spell of

transmission--transmission from her father's line, he quite made up

his mind--had only received, accepted and been quiet. When she

hadn't been quiet she had been moved at the most to some occult

charity for some fallen fortune. There had been objects she or her

predecessors might even conceivably have parted with under need,

but Strether couldn't suspect them of having sold old pieces to get

"better" ones. They would have felt no difference as to better or

worse. He could but imagine their having felt--perhaps in

emigration, in proscription, for his sketch was slight and

confused--the pressure of want or the obligation of sacrifice.

The pressure of want--whatever might be the case with the other

force--was, however, presumably not active now, for the tokens of a

chastened ease still abounded after all, many marks of a taste

whose discriminations might perhaps have been called eccentric. He

guessed at intense little preferences and sharp little exclusions,

a deep suspicion of the vulgar and a personal view of the right.

The general result of this was something for which he had no name

on the spot quite ready, but something he would have come nearest

to naming in speaking of it as the air of supreme respectability,

the consciousness, small, still, reserved, but none the less

distinct and diffused, of private honour. The air of supreme

respectability--that was a strange blank wall for his adventure to

have brought him to break his nose against. It had in fact, as he

was now aware, filled all the approaches, hovered in the court as

he passed, hung on the staircase as he mounted, sounded in the

grave rumble of the old bell, as little electric as possible, of

which Chad, at the door, had pulled the ancient but neatly-kept

tassel; it formed in short the clearest medium of its particular

kind that he had ever breathed. He would have answered for it at

the end of a quarter of an hour that some of the glass cases

contained swords and epaulettes of ancient colonels and generals;

medals and orders once pinned over hearts that had long since

ceased to beat; snuff-boxes bestowed on ministers and envoys;

copies of works presented, with inscriptions, by authors now

classic. At bottom of it all for him was the sense of her rare

unlikeness to the women he had known. This sense had grown, since

the day before, the more he recalled her, and had been above all

singularly fed by his talk with Chad in the morning. Everything in

fine made her immeasurably new, and nothing so new as the old house

and the old objects. There were books, two or three, on a small

table near his chair, but they hadn't the lemon-coloured covers

with which his eye had begun to dally from the hour of his arrival

and to the opportunity of a further acquaintance with which he had

for a fortnight now altogether succumbed. On another table, across

the room, he made out the great _Revue_; but even that familiar face,

conspicuous in Mrs. Newsome's parlours, scarce counted here as a

modern note. He was sure on the spot--and he afterwards knew he was

right--that this was a touch of Chad's own hand. What would Mrs.

Newsome say to the circumstance that Chad's interested "influence"

kept her paper-knife in the _Revue_? The interested influence at any

rate had, as we say, gone straight to the point--had in fact soon

left it quite behind.

She was seated, near the fire, on a small stuffed and fringed chair

one of the few modern articles in the room, and she leaned back in

it with her hands clasped in her lap and no movement, in all her

person, but the fine prompt play of her deep young face. The fire,

under the low white marble, undraped and academic, had burnt down

to the silver ashes of light wood, one of the windows, at a

distance, stood open to the mildness and stillness, out of which,

in the short pauses, came the faint sound, pleasant and homely,

almost rustic, of a plash and a clatter of sabots from some

coach-house on the other side of the court. Madame de Vionnet,

while Strether sat there, wasn't to shift her posture by an inch.

"I don't think you seriously believe in what you're doing," she

said; "but all the same, you know, I'm going to treat you quite as

if I did."

"By which you mean," Strether directly replied, "quite as if you

didn't! I assure you it won't make the least difference with me how

you treat me."

"Well," she said, taking that menace bravely and

philosophically enough, "the only thing that really matters is that

you shall get on with me."

"Ah but I don't!" he immediately returned.

It gave her another pause; which, however, she happily enough shook

off. "Will you consent to go on with me a little--provisionally--

as if you did?"

Then it was that he saw how she had decidedly come all the way; and

there accompanied it an extraordinary sense of her raising from

somewhere below him her beautiful suppliant eyes. He might have

been perched at his door-step or at his window and she standing in

the road. For a moment he let her stand and couldn't moreover have

spoken. It had been sad, of a sudden, with a sadness that was like

a cold breath in his face. "What can I do," he finally asked, "but

listen to you as I promised Chadwick?"

"Ah but what I'm asking you," she quickly said, "isn't what Mr.

Newsome had in mind." She spoke at present, he saw, as if to take

courageously ALL her risk. "This is my own idea and a different

thing."

It gave poor Strether in truth--uneasy as it made him too--

something of the thrill of a bold perception justified. "Well," he

answered kindly enough, "I was sure a moment since that some idea

of your own had come to you."

She seemed still to look up at him, but now more serenely. "I made

out you were sure--and that helped it to come. So you see," she

continued, "we do get on."

"Oh but it appears to me I don't at all meet your request. How can

I when I don't understand it?"

"It isn't at all necessary you should understand; it will do quite

well enough if you simply remember it. Only feel I trust you--and

for nothing so tremendous after all. Just," she said with a

wonderful smile, "for common civility."

Strether had a long pause while they sat again face to face, as

they had sat, scarce less conscious, before the poor lady had

crossed the stream. She was the poor lady for Strether now because

clearly she had some trouble, and her appeal to him could only mean

that her trouble was deep. He couldn't help it; it wasn't his

fault; he had done nothing; but by a turn of the hand she had

somehow made their encounter a relation. And the relation profited

by a mass of things that were not strictly in it or of it; by the

very air in which they sat, by the high cold delicate room, by the

world outside and the little plash in the court, by the First

Empire and the relics in the stiff cabinets, by matters as far off

as those and by others as near as the unbroken clasp of her hands

in her lap and the look her expression had of being most natural

when her eyes were most fixed. "You count upon me of course for

something really much greater than it sounds."

"Oh it sounds great enough too!" she laughed at this.

He found himself in time on the point of telling her that she was,

as Miss Barrace called it, wonderful; but, catching himself up, he

said something else instead. "What was it Chad's idea then that you

should say to me?"

"Ah his idea was simply what a man's idea always is--to put every

effort off on the woman."

"The 'woman'--?" Strether slowly echoed.

"The woman he likes--and just in proportion as he likes her. In

proportion too--for shifting the trouble--as she likes HIM."

Strether followed it; then with an abruptness of his own:

"How much do you like Chad?"

"Just as much as THAT--to take all, with you, on myself." But she

got at once again away from this. "I've been trembling as if we

were to stand or fall by what you may think of me; and I'm even

now," she went on wonderfully, "drawing a long breath--and, yes,

truly taking a great courage--from the hope that I don't in fact

strike you as impossible."

"That's at all events, clearly," he observed after an instant, "the

way I don't strike YOU."

"Well," she so far assented, "as you haven't yet said you WON'T

have the little patience with me I ask for--"

"You draw splendid conclusions? Perfectly. But I don't understand

them," Strether pursued. "You seem to me to ask for much more than

you need. What, at the worst for you, what at the best for myself,

can I after all do? I can use no pressure that I haven't used. You

come really late with your request. I've already done all that for

myself the case admits of. I've said my say, and here I am."

"Yes, here you are, fortunately!" Madame de Vionnet laughed. "Mrs.

Newsome," she added in another tone, "didn't think you can do so

little."

He had an hesitation, but he brought the words out. "Well, she

thinks so now."

"Do you mean by that--?" But she also hung fire.

"Do I mean what?"

She still rather faltered. "Pardon me if I touch on it, but if I'm

saying extraordinary things, why, perhaps, mayn't I? Besides,

doesn't it properly concern us to know?"

"To know what?" he insisted as after thus beating about the bush

she had again dropped.

She made the effort. "Has she given you up?"

He was amazed afterwards to think how simply and quietly he had met

it. "Not yet." It was almost as if he were a trifle disappointed--

had expected still more of her freedom. But he went straight on.

"Is that what Chad has told you will happen to me?"

She was evidently charmed with the way he took it. "If you mean if

we've talked of it--most certainly. And the question's not what has

had least to do with my wishing to see you."

"To judge if I'm the sort of man a woman CAN--?"

"Precisely," she exclaimed--"you wonderful gentleman! I do judge--I

HAVE judged. A woman can't. You're safe--with every right to be.

You'd be much happier if you'd only believe it."

Strether was silent a little; then he found himself speaking with a

cynicism of confidence of which even at the moment the sources were

strange to him. "I try to believe it. But it's a marvel," he

exclaimed, "how YOU already get at it!"

Oh she was able to say. "Remember how much I was on the way to it

through Mr. Newsome--before I saw you. He thinks everything of your

strength."

"Well, I can bear almost anything!" our friend briskly interrupted.

Deep and beautiful on this her smile came back, and with the effect

of making him hear what he had said just as she had heard it. He

easily enough felt that it gave him away, but what in truth had

everything done but that? It had been all very well to think at

moments that he was holding her nose down and that he had coerced

her: what had he by this time done but let her practically see that

he accepted their relation? What was their relation moreover--

though light and brief enough in form as yet--but whatever she

might choose to make it? Nothing could prevent her--certainly he

couldn't--from making it pleasant. At the back of his head, behind

everything, was the sense that she was--there, before him, close to

him, in vivid imperative form--one of the rare women he had so

often heard of, read of, thought of, but never met, whose very

presence, look, voice, the mere contemporaneous FACT of whom, from

the moment it was at all presented, made a relation of mere

recognition. That was not the kind of woman he had ever found Mrs.

Newsome, a contemporaneous fact who had been distinctly slow to

establish herself; and at present, confronted with Madame de

Vionnet, he felt the simplicity of his original impression of Miss

Gostrey. She certainly had been a fact of rapid growth; but the

world was wide, each day was more and more a new lesson. There were

at any rate even among the stranger ones relations and relations.

"Of course I suit Chad's grand way," he quickly added. "He hasn't

had much difficulty in working me in."

She seemed to deny a little, on the young man's behalf, by the rise

of her eyebrows, an intention of any process at all inconsiderate.

"You must know how grieved he'd be if you were to lose anything. He

believes you can keep his mother patient."

Strether wondered with his eyes on her. "I see. THAT'S then what

you really want of me. And how am I to do it? Perhaps you'll tell

me that."

"Simply tell her the truth."

"And what do you call the truth?"

"Well, any truth--about us all--that you see yourself. I leave it

to you."

"Thank you very much. I like," Strether laughed with a slight

harshness, "the way you leave things!"

But she insisted kindly, gently, as if it wasn't so bad. "Be

perfectly honest. Tell her all."

"All?" he oddly echoed.

"Tell her the simple truth," Madame de Vionnet again pleaded.

"But what is the simple truth? The simple truth is exactly what I'm

trying to discover."

She looked about a while, but presently she came back to him. "Tell

her, fully and clearly, about US."

Strether meanwhile had been staring. "You and your daughter?"

"Yes--little Jeanne and me. Tell her," she just slightly quavered,

"you like us."

"And what good will that do me? Or rather"--he caught himself up--

"what good will it do YOU?"

She looked graver. "None, you believe, really?"

Strether debated. "She didn't send me out to 'like' you."

"Oh," she charmingly contended, "she sent you out to face the

facts."

He admitted after an instant that there was something in that. "But

how can I face them till I know what they are? Do you want him," he

then braced himself to ask, "to marry your daughter?"

She gave a headshake as noble as it was prompt. "No--not that."

"And he really doesn't want to himself?"

She repeated the movement, but now with a strange light in her

face. "He likes her too much."

Strether wondered. "To be willing to consider, you mean, the

question of taking her to America?"

"To be willing to do anything with her but be immensely kind and

nice--really tender of her. We watch over her, and you must help

us. You must see her again."

Strether felt awkward. "Ah with pleasure--she's so remarkably

attractive."

The mother's eagerness with which Madame de Vionnet jumped at this

was to come back to him later as beautiful in its grace. "The dear

thing DID please you?" Then as he met it with the largest "Oh!" of

enthusiasm: "She's perfect. She's my joy."

"Well, I'm sure that--if one were near her and saw more of her--

she'd be mine."

"Then," said Madame de Vionnet, "tell Mrs. Newsome that!"

He wondered the more. "What good will that do you?" As she appeared

unable at once to say, however, he brought out something else. "Is

your daughter in love with our friend?"

"Ah," she rather startlingly answered, "I wish you'd find out!"

He showed his surprise. "I? A stranger?"

"Oh you won't be a stranger--presently. You shall see her quite, I

assure you, as if you weren't."

It remained for him none the less an extraordinary notion. "It

seems to me surely that if her mother can't--"

"Ah little girls and their mothers to-day!" she rather inconsequently

broke in. But she checked herself with something she seemed to give

out as after all more to the point. "Tell her I've been good for

him. Don't you think I have?"

It had its effect on him--more than at the moment he quite measured.

Yet he was consciously enough touched. "Oh if it's all you--!"

"Well, it may not be 'all,'" she interrupted, "but it's to a great

extent. Really and truly," she added in a tone that was to take its

place with him among things remembered.

"Then it's very wonderful." He smiled at her from a face that he

felt as strained, and her own face for a moment kept him so. At

last she also got up. "Well, don't you think that for that--"

"I ought to save you?" So it was that the way to meet her--and the

way, as well, in a manner, to get off--came over him. He heard

himself use the exorbitant word, the very sound of which helped to

determine his flight. "I'll save you if I can."

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